I am having a generally weird time. not bad, just weird.
I am going through a process of learning that God loves me as a father which is actually incredibly hard for me to accept. He seems to be taking me through a period of not wanting to “do” anything. He seems to be teaching me […]
I feel like I have fallen into a very deep pool of God’s love and I am drowning. Like a drowning person, I am struggling against it with everything in me because it is alien to me as I have never let God love me unconditionally before and I am afraid. I feel like whatever I do, whether […]
God at the moment has been blasting me with the love of a father, not suprising given all the conferences we’ve been havin about it. But one of the main things that suprised me is finding that when I spend time just soaking in his presence and love and giving him the freedom to heal me and […]
I came to God, to ask Him to teach me, and show me any error in my heart or mind, about holiness. What He taught me was totally unexpected, and really hit a deep place in my heart. It began with God touching me, and my angry reaction. I dont always react like that, but I […]
Over the last couple of weeks, I felt a dissatisfaction in my spirit and I couldn’t work out what it was. I also felt distant from God but couldn’t work out what was wrong as I had not made a decision to step away from God. He just felt suddenly far away although when I […]